Now my world turn upside down...

My sister came back home yesterday, she went abroad and tried her luck there-searching for a better future for her family. Now she's back, i am glad that's she's now with us safe and sound. I truly miss her, we've been very close and i was very saddened when she left.

I am happy that she's here yet its hard to accept that she failed..we failed...but i guess that's the way life is. I don't know what will happen to her now and what her plans are...I don't even know what to think i guess my mind turn upside down. I felt like i am lost. Maybe i'll just cross my fingers till then.